new year, new blog.
~ blown away at 05:59 p.m. on Thursday, January 1, 2009 ~
went to MINDS cafe with roomie and toiletmates today!!! will upload photos soon! very tired but we had a fun time though it was expensive and the service sucks. darn its getting so expensive to even HANG OUT in Singapore. I wish it was like in the Homestead where we can just grab stuff from Walmart and dish up something in the housing, like back in the hostel days too. SIGH. MISS THEM SO MUCH LOR!!! Anyway just before I decided to blog, nyappie had to make me giggle like nobody's business:
˜I says:
can lah
i will let u know.
u go sleep lah
unlike jobless ppl
u actually have to rest
HAHAHA
funny. He's discussing with Crystal about when the Homesteadies are going to meet. The 2 31st December babies planning their own birthday gathering. hahaha. how lame. the 3112 TAYS. So I shall go bed then, LOOOOONG day tmr and I definitely don't wanna be feeling tired when I'm going ktving at 9pm. -.- JiAYou to mE! nighty peepz!
~ blown away at 01:16 a.m. on Tuesday, December 30, 2008 ~
If only... I could accept that the world doesn't operate on optimal efficiency.
If only... I could empathise that when people do/not do certain things they have their reasons and I shouldn't probe too much.
If only... I could sit back and look at the world go by without so many concerns and worries.
If only... I could travel wherever I want, whenever I want, without thinking twice, thrice, or multiple times.
If only... I could understand that change occurs with time, and change is inevitable.
If only... I could have answers for everything.
If only... I could understand what makes a person tick, what they're thinking.
If only... I could pack myself into a package signed off to nowhere.
If only... I could configure myself such that I stop thinking of whys and if onlys and live in the PRESENT contentedly.
If only... I could make if only come true.
~ blown away at 12:49 a.m. on Monday, December 29, 2008 ~
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
~ blown away at 08:53 p.m. on Sunday, December 28, 2008 ~
I realised I really like to ask "Why?". Sometimes it comes as a stupid response, but sometimes I really wanna know the reason. The reason why people think in a certain way, the reason why people reach in a certain way, the reason behind everything and everyone. Then sometimes, I stop and think, "Are they important?". Is it important I know why things turn out differently, why what was to be did not become, why people react in manners that may hurt someone else, why is there sadness and unhappiness in this world, why some people work so hard their whole lives and others just sit back and watch as the world goes by. Why why why?!?!? Pardon me if you have been a victim of my strange random questions. Sometimes (if not most times) I tend to think aloud. Then sometimes I think, perhaps it's not so important after all. What is the significance of knowing all these reasons. Some things just happen, and some just don't happen. A series of coincidences often make reality seem so unreal and made-up when in reality, life is never predictable. I can't say for sure that the sun will rise tomorrow, but I believe there's a high possibility of it happening. Life works around countless possibilities and the probabilities that they occur. So instead of flooding myself with questions I may never have answers to, I've come to conclude that it's alright not to have answers some times.
It's alright to feel lost.
It's alright to see the imperfections of things, of people, of this world.
It's alright to be not perfect.
It's alright.
It really IS alright.
Everything's gonna be alright just the way things are. =)
~ blown away at 04:18 p.m. on Sunday, December 28, 2008 ~
whee~ went shopping with Keshia and mono today! had so much fun cuz mono's just so super animated and keshia's like almost the opposite! hahaha. then we had dinner at KFC and went to ECP to walk walk! and then we went to HK cafe and had TOAST! shiok. spent a great day out with them! so now super tired le. going to zzz. see ya peepz tmr! =D
~ blown away at 01:55 a.m. on Sunday, December 28, 2008 ~
I came home from work feeling cloudy today 'cause was supposed to meet fel and angie, but fel had to go visit her colleague who was hospitalised and angie din want to meet me. :( And since I didn't have dinner at home, I thought of meeting angie at tamp for dinner before I head home, but she didn't reply my smses nor return my calls so I just headed home even though I waited till 6 and was dying of hunger already. SIGH. So anyway I had a good (ok not exactly good) sleep on the bus back, and felt quite seh. And while dragging my tired body back home, I had the "I wish I was in US" feeling again. So I was feeling cloudy, and the dark clouds in the sky didn't make it any better. I came home to play some farm frenzy while having dinner (since there were enough leftovers for me), feeling cloudy. Then I was watching Ghost Whisperers, though I'm super scared but since there's no other decent show to watch... hehe. And during the commercials I came back to my laptop and TADA!!!!! I saw Lloyd's message on facebook!!!!!!!!!! WHEE! And within minutes, Yu Lin's CLOUDY NO MORE! hahaha. Love talking to him! A couple of days ago I realised that he's pretty similar to bro... not in terms of personality, but like how sometimes they just bo chup me and then sometimes they just surprise me with their little words or actions, making me feel so super touched. It's not like they did anything special, but it just means alot when it comes from someone you really treasure, even if it's something really small, like an SMS or a "hello" on msn/facebook. Usually I'm the active one you see, so when people message me, I get pretty happy. hahaha. Silly hoR? Can't help it ma. Anyway, clouds are clear and it's time to sleep! I hope everyone had a great christmas! It's time to look forward to the new year! ;) take care everyone!!!
PS: DAJIE I WANT TO MEET YOU!!! if you see this anyway. haha.
~ blown away at 01:34 a.m. on Saturday, December 27, 2008 ~
strange night. all was fine until the falling lizard from wherever. freaked me out and forced me to take out baigon -.- now im still smelling baigon. haha gonna zzz le. ktv with darling and dear dear tmr! WHEE! =D facebook refuses to let me upload photos. and i can't do much on pet society without more gold so yea. i've just been stoning around the entire night. shopping for belts tmr! WHEE!!! i'm a little crazy. shall go zzz. tata peepz!
have a merry xmas!!! =D
~ blown away at 01:07 a.m. on Wednesday, December 24, 2008 ~
I know it's spasticated to blog about my injured toe, but it freaking hurts!!! And it's been such a pain-in-the-ass I have to blog about it. Other than the toe-pain and toothache and occasional migraines, I've been enjoying lotsa food today, especially net's HOME-MADE BROWNIES!!! which i LOVE TO THE CORE! THANKS NET! and paisei you had to go through so much trouble to make sure i get it. hehe.
BUT ANYWAY, back to THE TOE. It's freaking pain can! The pain has spread to the top of the toe even though the wound's below the toe. OUCH MAN. It's so freaking painful, after my meetings in the morning, I called bro from office to bring me slippers, and a top and bottoms too so I can change out of my shoes, and my super long pants and semi-formal top into something sloppy that fits the look of the slippers. Eventually I only changed out of my shoes and folded my super long pants but I still look silly. BUT WHO CARES IF YOUR TOE HURTS! And bro took so long to decide where to eat, we were walking around a whole lot. -.- After we had dinner at Terra Cafe, we went to the Sky Park to take photos of the xmas tree! and nua around. All's good until the sprinklers starting spraying water and I got wet -.- AND I'VE GOT MY RAINISM CD!!! WHEE! Shall put it into my comp now~ Not meeting dajie tmr morning le, sadly. Even though it was an 8am appointment at tampines, I'll drag myself out of bed cuz its HER! hahaha. alright. Shall listen to my birthday present and zzz soon. The list is still as long. hmm...
Sidenote: Sometimes I wonder if I have a mum or a PR officer at home. -.- It's so hard to get to talk to her man.
~ blown away at 12:24 a.m. on Tuesday, December 23, 2008 ~
I know it's spasticated to blog about my injured toe, but it freaking hurts!!! And it's been such a pain-in-the-ass I have to blog about it. Other than the toe-pain and toothache and occasional migraines, I've been enjoying lotsa food today, especially net's HOME-MADE BROWNIES!!! which i LOVE TO THE CORE! THANKS NET! and paisei you had to go through so much trouble to make sure i get it. hehe. BUT ANYWAY, back to THE TOE. It's freaking pain can! The pain has spread to the top of the toe even though the wound's below the toe. OUCH MAN. It's so freaking painful, after my meetings in the morning, I called bro from office to bring me slippers, and a top and bottoms too so I can change out of my shoes, and my super long pants and semi-formal top into something sloppy that fits the look of the slippers. Eventually I only changed out of my shoes and folded my super long pants but I still look silly. BUT WHO CARES IF YOUR TOE HURTS! And bro took so long to decide where to eat, we were walking around a whole lot. -.- After we had dinner at Terra Cafe, we went to the Sky Park to take photos of the xmas tree! and nua around. All's good until the sprinklers starting spraying water and I got wet -.- AND I'VE GOT MY RAINISM CD!!! WHEE! Shall put it into my comp now~ Not meeting dajie tmr morning le, sadly. Even though it was an 8am appointment at tampines, I'll drag myself out of bed cuz its HER! hahaha. alright. Shall listen to my birthday present and zzz soon. The list is still as long. hmm...
~ blown away at 12:24 a.m. on Tuesday, December 23, 2008 ~
Mono says I'm SILLY 'cause I ran on my way to meet her because I was terribly late and I FELL on the freaking escalator and continued "running", not realising I had some blood on my toe. So much for surprising her with Singapore Flyer tix man. hahaha. She didn't seemed very surprised leh... o_O or extremely happy... unless you consider her monkey clapping stance a sign of extreme happiness! HAHA. Nonetheless, we had fun up the flyer! And we took freaking lot of photos (156 to be exact) at the flyer, on the flyer and around the flyer. HAHA. I'll post up some nice ones soon. Tonight's a pretty peaceful night cuz mummy's out with mei mei watching Yes Man! I'm catching it TMR with BEE!!! WHEE! Toiletmate says I must turn all my prospects into YES people. HAHA. How cute. hehe. Ok I'll bathe, clean up my disgusting wound which is actually not much of a big deal, and then read the book I've been holding on to for the past month, while playing To Be With You on loop. Oh, can I put up a wishlist of stuff for myself? Though my birthday's way over and Christmas is not so much of a deal to get such presents. HAHA. Just some stuff I like but I'm afraid I'll forget!
1. Solvil Titus watch ($249) going for $99 only!
2. David Archuleta's Album which costs $17.95 according to somebody's gf
3. Nicey belt at $6.90 (that mono bought and I wanted to buy too but I wasn't sure how I'll ever know how to use it)
4. Nicey belt at $5 which I don't know how to use also!
5. Korean/Jap show dvds going at 4 for $20 at Parkway
Ok I think that's it for now, until I remember more! HAHA. Time to get my ass moving. I need to burn some fats soon too!!!
~ blown away at 09:19 p.m. on Saturday, December 20, 2008 ~
AH. Depression. One word sums it all. I'm giving myself a break (again) and going blading in awhile and maybe later when I come back I'll have a clearer mind and a better mood.
Till then, have a great day peepz~
~ blown away at 09:07 a.m. on Thursday, December 18, 2008 ~
In between my EDP class and appointment with fel, I've settled down in Starbucks Raffles City and had a caramelized chocolate chip and hazelnut muffin with my fav caramel frap. Sugar Rush man. Well I didn't have LUNCH 'cause I didn't feel like eating when I went for my appointment and I totally forgot that I didn't have lunch until I was settled down in One-North already. HAHA. And perhaps breakfast was truly filling. Uncle Daniel's treat at SAFRA Tanah Merah. The train ride was less than ideal... I didn't get to sleep all the way though I did manage to get a seat somewhere at Cityhall I think. So anyway, class was ok. I had a good nap before class. :) BUT NOW I'M SLEEPY AGAIN! Ok out of point. I'm feeling super tired. I think I need more sleeP!!!
Side track a little. Today's MONO's BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUEK HUI MIN!!! I know there's no lavish birthday party for you or surprise celebration, but don't worry, we'll celebrate during XMAS at Keshia's oK?? haha. Paisei no secret letter from me, I'm not going to sneak around your house (like somebody) hahaha. Love ya and may we go have popeye's soon!!!
P.S. HOW ABOUT THIS SATURDAY LUNCH???
Apart from the usual nua-ing and eating at Starbucks, I have also very bo-liaoly msged one of the most unexpected candidates on planet earth, my cheeena room-mate. HAHA. And truly, what she says never fails to amaze me. Anyway she was telling me that Lloyd called her yesterday (which I already knew, 'cause it was MY IDEA) and how they didn't actually talk much, about "60% silence". And before she flew offline to go get dinner, she said something in response to my comment that they should talk more. She mentioned that they(Lloyd and her) didn't have much of a "shared life" and "shared friends" so there's acually nothing much to talk about. It set me thinking if that was true. If there's less of a "shared life" and "shared friends", doesn't it mean that there's even MORE to talk about? Since the overlapping of 2 circles are smaller. Strange how people work. We look for something similar yet different in each other. A little bit of a shared experience to know alot more about the person's different experience. That's basically how my friends and I are. No? I personally don't think we have to share every single shit of an experience to be good friends. In fact, I'd appreciate it more if we didn't have much experience in common yet we can still connect on different grounds. =) Everyone's different I guess.
Side track again: bee just called and coincidentally she's at Raffles City too! And she's waiting for Amanda who's going to be late, so she called me cause she was bored, and of course if you're bored, you'll call the ever-so-free Yu Lin! HAHA. So she's coming to join me from wherever she is! And she's here already!!! hahaha.
So I shall blog somemore later! Must spend time with BEE!!!! =D
~ blown away at 06:33 p.m. on Wednesday, December 17, 2008 ~
love this song lately, got to know of the DA songs through Keshia... thanks! =)
I've been alone so many nights now
And I've been waiting for the stars to fall
I keep holding out for what I don't know
To be with you
Just to be with you
So here I am, staring at the moon tonight
Wondering how you look in this light
Maybe you're somewhere thinking about me, too
To be with you... there's nothing I wouldn't do
And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually
And when we finally meet I'll know it's right
I'll be at the end of my restless road
But this journey, it was worth the fight
To be with you
Just to be holding you for the very first time,
Never letting go
What I wouldn't give to feel that way
Oh, to be with you
And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually
And when you're standing here in front of me
That's when I know that God does exist
'Cause he will have answered every single prayer
To be with you
Just to be with you
~ blown away at 01:51 a.m. on Wednesday, December 17, 2008 ~
You know you're f*king suay when all the below happen in ONE DAY.
1. The skirt you want to wear out is not ironed.
2. When your make-up base spills on your top that you're leaving the house in.
3. You have a f*king heavy bag of documents and it rains and you have to walk an unsheltered path.
4. You realised you left a rather essential document at home.
5. You get your time of your month when you're totally unprepared for it, in a new dress and in a talk with only 1 familiar face.
6. After you make it to NTU lugging your big bag of stuff, dropping it in the room and climbing up about 3-4 flights of stairs, you call and you realised your appointment is cancelled.
7. Cramps set in and they're rather bad.
8. After an sms and a missed call, you finally receive an sms to say your dinner appointment's cancelled as well.
So of course by now, it's "HURRAY it's a wasted day again."
Despite all attempts to think positive at all times and think that nothing bad could go wrong. It still does make me think, at the end of the day, if I really got out from the wrong side of bed. To add on to the list above, I slept late last night and had a horrible dream of being in Heroes Season 3 AGAIN. How happy can it be.
So, flush that all aside. There were some happy stuff that could be mentioned:
1. I played carrom with roomie.
2. I get to watch Snooker IH, including some familiar faces who are playing for most probably the last time in IH and NTU. Best thing is familiar faces playing in the finals, that makes it so much more exciting for me.
3. I talked to some new people, it makes my day.
4. I thoroughly enjoyed myself with the combination of 2. and 3. together.
5. With the addition of 3. and 4., I'm utterly tired and worn down that I'm knocking out in a matter of MINUTES.
So that's all for the day. I can't remember if I missed out any more suay stuff. I'm still trying to think maybe I wasn't so suay after all. MAYBE. Just MAYBE.
That's all then~ I'm signing off from NTU!
~ blown away at 01:04 a.m. on Tuesday, December 16, 2008 ~
I took a kinda-short walk after tuition today 'cause I missed the bus anyway. The weather was good and I snapped some shots with my trusty phone. I think it's a really nice route to take a stroll down, especially with the fantastic cooling weather today. Such simple things make me so happy. Looking back, I'm glad when I think of the past, I'm filled with smiles 'cause everything (maybe not all, but at least 90%) has been happy. What more can I ask for then? =) This sounds so oldie and cliche that I think I'm AGING MAN! erm yea. Sorry for being so random. I just feel like I've seen THE LIGHT. haha. HOW LAME. But things that I've gone through these past few months have really made me grow in many aspects (except physically). Perhaps by taking the road less taken, you'll see the beautiful sights less seen, and realise the beauty of the not-so-seemingly beautiful things.
I'm off to One-North in the morning for EDP talk, and then it's down to NTU and JP till tomorrow. Alot of stuff to pack for my NTU trip this time because of work involved. I can't afford to miss out any documents, especially those I'm due to submit. o_O So after so much procrastination, I'm going to start preparing to pack.
Shots I took. I love this walk.
~ blown away at 01:21 a.m. on Monday, December 15, 2008 ~
Let's see. I can't think of what to blog about. I'm tired, sleepy and stoning. That's about all. HAHA. So I'm off to bed now! BYEEE
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all.
~ blown away at 12:47 a.m. on Friday, December 12, 2008 ~
I found a movie I want to watch! But it's only shown in Cathay cinemas. The Secret Life of Bees. No wonder I saw Queen Latifah's picture on the book the other day in Kino with bee. There's a movie based on the book and she's acting la. Yup. It's showing now le... anyone wanna watch?? :D
Another movie I wanna watch: Yes Man. Showing soon.
~ blown away at 11:04 a.m. on Sunday, December 7, 2008 ~
firstly, von von leave a tag if you got home safely!!!
Next, all thanks to mum I stayed up for nothing, struggling ZHOU GONG and I still didn't get to talk to Lloyd. -.- *ROARS* So I shall not rattle on too much and go to bed cause zhou gong's seriously waiting for me le. I shall try to call again! TIRED!!! :S
~ blown away at 02:33 a.m. on Sunday, December 7, 2008 ~
I'm not exactly RESTING, since I haven't really been on the run this week. It's ultra slow. My iAM (interactive activity management) looks PATHETIC, and I pray that EDP doesn't get on my heels for being so SLACK or so it seems. I can't help it if people cancel appointments or if I make 20 calls and I can't secure an appointment. It's not like I didn't attempt. But then again, it's Activity Management for a reason. I have to have faith that as long as I do what I'm supposed to do, I'll "succeed" in what I do. It's like if you study hard (and smart of course), you will get good results. REALLY? I don't know. haha. But no harm trying right? I think more harm is done NOT trying then trying. So, I shall have some faith in myself, and what I do, and trust that if I believe in it, I WILL succeed. Yup, enough said. Sims 2 for now. tata~ =)
~ blown away at 07:11 p.m. on Saturday, December 6, 2008 ~
I'm home~ It's been a long day... from EDP class in the morning, to AIA kickoff in the afternoon, to meeting angie and fel in the evening and night. I've had classes, talks, food and drinks (alcoholic i mean) all in a day. It's a whole lot of stuff in a day. It's been a good day though. There's many more I have to do. Not-so-good news, 2/3 appointments got postponed. This week's not exactly a fantastic week for appointments. Shall make calls tmr! =) might be meeting toiletmate though. alright im going to bed. super shagged. night peepz! =D
~ blown away at 01:12 a.m. on Thursday, December 4, 2008 ~
IT'S DECEMBER!!! And I've just archived my super long entry into the archives with the old template. I'm scared if I do it with this one, it'll disappear like the October ones, which is uber upsetting. -.- Anyway, Day 1 of December hasn't been fantastic, but I made a record number high of calls today! 'Cause I made a record number low of appointments for this week. But I made a record number high of appointments for one day too. And so tomorrow I'll be back in office making more calls! Although it's December, and the pressure of QUOTA is here, I'm trying to isolate my mind from thinking about it constantly. 'Cause thinking about the quota isn't going to make me meet it, or make it go away, I might as well channel my energy into doing stuff that would lead to it being met. Yup. Positive thinking. Mind conditioning. I think I'm so self-deceiving man. HAHA oh well, that's how things have to go, no? =) Enough for now. I'm going to dry my hair and zzz early FOR ONCE. Or try at least. I can't wait to meet the quota and feel HAPPY and RELIEVED. hahaha. Meanwhile, I need to keep the momentum going. =) That's all for the first entry of December!
On a side note, Christmas is approaching!!! I want to clear my quota fast so I can go down Orchard to take photos on a WEEKDAY AFTERNOON where there's nobody. HAHA. yay. JIAYOU!!! =D
~ blown away at 10:24 p.m. on Monday, December 1, 2008 ~
